27 March 2007

Suffocation feels like... spring

I think I'm dying of recycled air. Must... Go... Outside... cough, cough... Not... Gonna... Make... It...

23 March 2007


Umm, Lord? Yeah, You know the hearts of men, so I'm sure you know this already, but for the clarity of my readers, could you please make that a Navy SEAL instead of a half-man/half-seal beast? Thanks!

In store for me

Ok, so why is it that when people talk about "the man God has in store for you" I think of a huge warehouse of men on ice just waiting for women??

I might be a little bit random, today. Yes?


Is there any chance...?

Dear God,

I'd very much like to meet and marry the man you have for me. I was just wondering, though, if there's any way he could be a man of valor? Is it possible that he could have been a SEAL?? You know how I feel about guys who serve my country in battle... Just a thought. Truly, whatever You will. Only You know what's best for me. Give me faith in my wavering, and strength in my weakness.


Temptations come...

Have you ever noticed that it's when you're trying to do something worthwhile with your life that you get tested? Doesn't it seem like the more valuable your activities, the harder it is to do them? It seems to me as though whenever I get my head screwed on straight, and I'm doing what I'm supposed to do, everything conspires against me! I have been tested, tried, and tempted over and over again lately!! It's not just the obvious tests, either. (Although there have been MORE THAN ENOUGH of those.) Sometimes, it's just the little things that sneak in and steal your time, your energy, your focus and take them away from where they should be centered. Have you ever noticed that when you undertake a noble occupation/pastime/calling that you just can't. seem. to. get. it. done? Yeah, that's where I'm at.

(You can tell I'm going to hell in a handbasket when I make obvious grammar errors and don't go back to correct them. "Where am I, and why am I in this handbasket??")

I don't know. Maybe I need to just wash everything out and start all over again. Except my hair. I like it red.

Sorry for the incoherent ramblings.
Much love.